why when u leave someone..u wanna leave good impression 3nk..., then u found or u know lately that this one trying to annoying u by any way...just to be u for her/his own...no one can reach u by any way u can imagine...
so your first & mainly goal to leave him & he still remember a good story one day was between u & him ...but after what he did u will leave the wrong picture about u , & sob7an Allah u find him so happy...so u blame Ur self again & again that u left him by polite way & u should do it in wrong way always to forget u ...Why..why we must act like babes??..why we must leave bad picture about any thing we leave to just when u think in it one day u remember that it was bad idea to know someone like him not to know that it was good days ...i was in love with my first girl friend...on our days blogging was not popular like nowadays...so i was write many things most of it not real...imagination ya3ny ....
she read something i wrote about i love someone else...& she convinced her self that i'm really know an other girl & love her & I'm just laughing on her ...& it wasn't true ..what fucking ever ya3ny..
the answer that i wanna know..why we can't simply walk away & forget without harm any one?!! why we must walk with a bag full of hurts & broken hearts...why we must live with zeft impression about the person we was know one day?!!
i know the answer...
because we are egyptians..this is the answer...we have strang way to think...strang mind to use...strang ideas to know....
that's the answer i just know...
at last
to someone...may be that person will not read my diares this despite of another person made him read a part of my words to just prove some thing ( rbna yehdehom ) ....
to this person...i say i'm so sorry that you understand something was wrong & to the Other one (rbna yehdeeh bardo) ...
I'm sorry that i knew you...& i reach this by your politly way to make me hate you...so thank u so much ...coz when i will think in u again...i will say BAD MEMORIES ...delete it my mind plz i hate to leave bad impression about me 3and any one i know even we fight...but what i can do ya3ny ...yala as i said ..what fuckin ever ya3ny ....
wait my answers soon on el
seta beto3 sydala...they have an awesome tagg full of number seven :D
