Why??

why when u leave someone..u wanna leave good impression 3nk..., then u found or u know lately that this one trying to annoying u by any way...just to be u for her/his own...no one can reach u by any way u can imagine...

so your first & mainly goal to leave him & he still remember a good story one day was between u & him ...but after what he did u will leave the wrong picture about u , & sob7an Allah u find him so happy...so u blame Ur self again & again that u left him by polite way & u should do it in wrong way always to forget u ...

Why..why we must act like babes??..why we must leave bad picture about any thing we leave to just when u think in it one day u remember that it was bad idea to know someone like him not to know that it was good days ...

i was in love with my first girl friend...on our days blogging was not popular like nowadays...so i was write many things most of it not real...imagination ya3ny ....

she read something i wrote about i love someone else...& she convinced her self that i'm really know an other girl & love her & I'm just laughing on her ...& it wasn't true ..what fucking ever ya3ny..

the answer that i wanna know..why we can't simply walk away & forget without harm any one?!! why we must walk with a bag full of hurts & broken hearts...why we must live with zeft impression about the person we was know one day?!!

i know the answer...because we are egyptians..this is the answer...we have strang way to think...strang mind to use...strang ideas to know....

that's the answer i just know...

at last to someone...may be that person will not read my diares this despite of another person made him read a part of my words to just prove some thing ( rbna yehdehom ) ....

to this person...i say i'm so sorry that you understand something was wrong & to the Other one (rbna yehdeeh bardo) ...
I'm sorry that i knew you...& i reach this by your politly way to make me hate you...so thank u so much ...coz when i will think in u again...i will say BAD MEMORIES ...delete it my mind plz

i hate to leave bad impression about me 3and any one i know even we fight...but what i can do ya3ny ...yala as i said ..what fuckin ever ya3ny ....

wait my answers soon on el seta beto3 sydala...they have an awesome tagg full of number seven :D